long time since i posted somethin lolz.
lots of things have been happening for the past few weeks xD
one of them is
LEON HAS A GIRLFRIEND XDDDD
leon where's ur huiying ar? =x=x
k la jk nia lax lax..
lol
stress sia being in e1 zzz...
y was i so stupid to go appeal to go e1 x.x
nvm since im alreadi there might as well do wad i can to survive =/
today is one of the most rare occasion whereby i totally have no hw XD
well others in my class have becoz they did not do finish the a-maths ques given last week
but i did them so,
yay for me! =x
lets shee....
last friday stayed bak in sch to practice drills(initiated) wif some frens(of course those frm npcc,those frens of mine not frm npcc de all duno the command :x)
practice practice until no voice liao lols.
+ we have tons of mosquito bites x.x
(actually is they got tons of it xD surprisingly i onli got 1 =x)
coz we always stay near the notice board there the ermmm aiya u noe we(they xD) got mosquito bites can liao. =x
den all doin drills tt time all go scratch scratch here and there(i noe when we r doin drills we r not suppose to move but..we just cant resist xD)
at abt 4.30pm we went bak home.
it was still drizzling so we just walked bak well since the rain isnt tt big =x.
complains frm joel tt our drills sux xD.
i oso can see tt,
no nid tell me lol.
i say command oso suckish coz not sharp enuff -.-''
nvm nvm..just nidda practice somemore den maybe might improve? =x
i onli said MAYBE.
not garenteed hor xD.
anyways,
the sch realli have to do somethin wif the mosquito problem x.x
more and more ppl r getting bitten(well those around the boy's bridgade notice board tt patch of grassy land if u noe wad i mean)
later one day someone zhong dengue fever den die =x
okok touch wood xD
now lets talk about some DISTURBING issues.
SOMEONE(its obvious this is hu) tinks tt he can be happy even if many ppl dislike him.
if u wan to tink it tt way den go ahead =/
well actually,
if ppl dislike somethin abt u,
tt somethin is actually wad ure suppose to work on and make it even better and pleasin to others.
dun tell me ure suppose to just leave ur "unpleasant" behaviour there.
tt "unpleasant"behaviour can grow =/ (well if u noe wad i mean)
anyways no one is blaming u.
when ppl scold u, scream at u or do wadever mean stuff just to make u change for the better, it doesnt mean tt they wan to destroy ur life.
just like ur mum scold u becoz she does not want u to do the same mistake again.
dun tell me ur mum scold u just becoz she likes it and wans to make ur life miserable.
cannot be right? -.-
so tink smartly =/
ahem.
this post long enuff le hor? xD
so meiqi arr, shld be satisfied liao lols.
i purposely type long one just to make up for the emptiness in my blog for the past few weeks wor.
touch right? xD (though i dun find anyting touching abt it =x. but hu noes, this cld mean more to others than me xD)
janice arr~ my little momobun xD
i can see u both in the virtual world and real world =x
having the fact tt ur birthday is on 301192 and my bdae is on 031192,
the guys we so-call like r similar o.o
and both our names end wif 'ice',
we r just like sistas xD
lalalala,,,
im crapping again.
see meiqi,
im purposely making this post longer.
u shld feel touch by now ba xD (though i still dun see anything touching abt it =x. but again hu noes, this cld mean more to others than me xD)
i tink i type in more than enuff le ba.
not gonna post till nxt mth(which is just 2 days away) i guess =/.
just have to wait till nxt mth lor (i repeat, which is JUST 2 days away =x)
and thx diyana for looking out for me.
i love u! xD (im not a les!=x)
k la enuff of crapping xD.
i go do some research on some chinese medicine thing liao.
Note: As u shld noe the net is lagging like duno wad. So Pls dun mind the typos (if there are any).

Once again, another post written for him but of course this wld be the last. (i hope)
i told u tt u wld find someone else to love.
u shld noe tt im not the one for u already.
and tts a great thing.
but telling ppl tt they have not been caring for u or scream at u for no reason?
tts abit too much.
pls la joseph.
how many times do i have to tell u to wake up =.=
u tink diyana and diana scream at u for no reason arr?
u tink they even want to waste their time to just go to ur tagboard and write duno wad things just to tell u wad they tink abt u?
when ppl scream at u it doesnt mean tt they dun realli care.
u said u wld folo the method i told u to do.
but u DIDNT =.=
LISTEN and ACCEPT the fact tt u HAVE to change ur attitude and the way u TINK.
all u had to do was to LISTEN to wad they had to say abt u.
y on earth do u wan to talk bak?
they are alreadi bein honest wif u.
tell me how many ppl wld tell u how they realli think abt u.
if they dun comment on ur acts den hu will?
if no one did wld u even tink abt changing?
i guess u wldnt becoz no one even told u how horrible u had been acting.
u alreadi shld be grateful enuff to have those kind of ppl screaming at u, telling u tt the way u behave is not gonna bring u anywhere.
stop tinking that they are out to get u or just make u embarrased or wadever.
just a few days ago Leon told me tt he likes me.
i personally told him tt i dun realli like like him and he RESPECTED my decision.
he wasnt as desperate as u to quickly change target to someone else and start getting a gf.
maybe u had an intention of doin so.
wadever u intend to do i dun care.
u wan to show me tt u have moved on its fine wif me.
just dun carry it too far.
im sure u noe wad i mean.
im alreadi regretting typing in this post.
ive said wad im not supposed to say.
pls dun make me type in another post just to tell u to do something abt it.
i noe i have said alot of nasty stuff.
and im sorry.
and note,
im not out to get u.
stop making me feel like a bad person alreadi =.=

Very meaningful, PLEASE READ!!!
got this mail frm a fren lol.:
A student asks a teacher, "What is love?" The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.
Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realize that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person...."
"What is marriage then?" the student asked.The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back.But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage."

In life, we have to make decisions that arent easy.
We're afraid that whatever choice we make will upset someone we love.
It is at these times that we need to stop and listen to the voice inside us.
If we listen just to the wishes of those around us and ignore our own feelings,
we will not truly be happy.
Listen to what you know is right and stand by that,
becoz when u do,
you will be happy.

The best way to make it thru,,is to listen to ur heart.

woots finally can take bak my hp le xDD
can start smsing =x
but most importantly i can have my own alarm when i wake up
dun have to depend on maid to wake me up le.
if i type sentences tt are out of place pls forgive me lol.
im feeling quite sleepy now =x
and brain not functioning properly lol.
first thing on hp the messages tt were sent to me the past few days when i was not having my phone wif me were immediately shown and i was given a fright lols.
first msg i saw was frm nova.
den char
den si hao lol.
these few days gonna be bz.
oo another msg xDD
and another ,
another one,
duno how many more o.o
wa u guys realli miss me xDD
im so touched =x
and i almost vomited out stuff this afternoon o.o
ate too much maybe? xD
ziling say while i was walking to the toilet den she saw my lips veri pale colour de and i look like im so dam freaking sick o.o
den after tt when in toilet liao den suddenly dun feel like vomiting lolz.
XD
den after tt went bak to join the rest of the cadets to prepare for tmr's recruitment drive.
after dismissal ms koh told us to call our parents to tell them tt we r staying to help out until 9pm.
den we went for dinner at the coffee shop just opposite the sch.
on the way there janice go say nxt time she wants to have twins lolz.
i was like imagining carrying 2 babies in ur womb den after tt giv birth liao have to tolerate twice the crying than a mother of one baby onli lols.
den me farhana and shiqi go make fun of janice go ask her hu wld be her husband lolz.
cheeky us xD
she somemore say nxt time den will noe sia .
XD
she like realli wan get married and have children of her own =x
aiya almost all of us wan la budden concentrate on more important things now first lols.
we r onli little sec 3 kiddies xD
still undergoin the examination period ._.
sad us -.-
if i had a choice to have a bf,
i wld just wish to have someone who so-call understands me can liao .
and of course attitude must be right la lols.
aiya i duno,
nvm dun tink all these first lols.
sometimes my mind change here and there de xD.
best not to say it now coz now not cfm de xD
lalalalala
anyway,
after the whole helping out thing
around 9++ farhana's dad brought us home using his car of course.
it was so dam nice lor.
wish my father own tt car xDDD
during the ride the father go play the dvd movie silk sia.
i hear the sound scared liao lols.
me and janice covered our ears when the scary sounds come out lolz .
den when janice left le den i was left all alone at the back seat siaaaaa.
came bak home at 9.45pm =/
soooo dam freaking tired ._.
onli 14 of us go stay bak to help out and i was one of them lols.
ahh shucks.
my phone hang zzz
die die
nvm go take out the battery lol.
anyways tmr still have to wake up at 5.30am
haiz
just hope tmr doesnt rain.
if it does all our effort wld be wasted lol.
now i duno wad to type in liao lolz.
my mind blank blank de o.o
just hope tt i can handle the pressure coming..
wun have time to use the com unless it is for hw and stuff ._.
haizzzzz ..
must study hard this yr andddd still got npcc to take care of
realli gonna have a veri tight schedule this yr
not like sec 1 play play de .
how i wish every yr in secondary sch is a honeymoon yr lol.

Note: i duno wad im typing in. it can be crap or stuff im not suppose to say or maybe stuff tt i say can make ppl think somethin negative abt me or make them feel bad. pls understand tt im not functioning properly right now xD. and i dun mean to do any of the stuff abv oso lols. ahh cant think o.o